Thursday, October 13, 2005
moved!
01:03 a.m.bottleddup `
Saturday, October 8, 2005
HAVOCCCCCC!!! promo over! finally. think im screwed but anyway the feeling of liberation is really SONGGGGGG MAN! :D wahahha.
ate sakae the day the promo ended with 05a4b peeps! finally have a day i dont have anything on to go with them lalalaa very first time in the whole year la damn happy!!!! ahahhah!! mal damn funny man!! sutff SO MUCH RICE UNDER THE PLATE then the lady wanted to clear duh the rice add so much wt kena discovere!!lols ! damn cute man!! then we watcehd new face comp with them saw EMIKO wow! damn pretty la!! tho never win anything EMIKO is really brave and poised up there!! those shopaholics bot tops!! ahhaha!1 at topshop WOW topshop having sale must go back one day to get stuff again! didnt bring enough blew it on renting vcds!
then went kbox with bo n wenn ytd again 2nd or 3rd time this yr!! hahaha tho bo still have promo the next week but anyway its great man! they gave us a bigger room this time cos all the other smaller rooms booked already but then ITS FREAKING COLD INSIDE LA asked the person to turn up the aircon but cannot! then its like we're the only ones freezing our asses off there while others looking in thru their doors they seem okay leh!! ahaha!! super broke now man! only left 20 cents in my wallet?!!? goshh!!
found out from my bro ytd i think that some NY guy living a wall away from my bro's room but another block hmm ahha!! can see him from my bro's balconey and look into his room man!!! ahhahah!!! interesting i think its guoming from soccer NYJC !! the captain?? never see him before tho LOLS wad a small world!
finished watching good luck!! now watching da chang jing dno wad they talking about watched avent children liao dno what they talking about!!! watch again have marathon with mitzy mal gracia amanda sab they all!! hopefully this coming week heehe!! then gg kite flying with bbgt too!! :D yeahhhhhhhh!! and HOE'S BDAY COMING! :D
so many happy things!!
ahhaha anyway the first night i can sleep late i dreamt of a shark coming out of the water chasing a human together with a big white wolf and then cornering the human and devourin it with me watching it and running away for my life!!! scary!!!
12:22 p.m.bottleddup `
Tuesday, October 4, 2005
got this from one of the comments on my friend's blog.
"...no one in this world owes u anything. Not even their time or attention or energy. So, always treasure and appreciates someone who thinks of you or offers to spend time with you.
If you think that someone is playing a game, then thank the person again for his|her time and move on. Whatever concerns you have shown to others, and if others don't reciprocate, don't feel angry with others becoz they still don't owe u anything; don't feel angry with yourself becoz' you are of a higher calibre than them. Don't lose the power of yourself by losing control of your emotions. "
thank God for me stumbling across this. Thank God for this friend. Needed an ans and He gave.
ahhhhh thinking about how "Maybe" is such a catch phrase now on channel u mon-tues 7.30 show! wheee!
12:10 p.m. Tuesday, October 4, 2005
suddenly damn angry at myself. this place is no longer convenient the net is b/c more than the faceless world bloggers attempt to hide themselves behind the screens and type wadever they felt like typing. they way they blog the way they view things reflects their alter ego / real ego who knows
BLARGH.
just really pissed off at myself
01:10 a.m. Saturday, October 1, 2005
weird fast dying storms whipped arcoss the skies a few moments ago the second weird storm that has happened b/w sept and oct. then after that a curious visitor paid us a surprise visit at our....... balconey!! hahahaha!!!
weird looking bird that doesnt look like a eagle but has talons and sharp pointed beck but aint an ealge cos it's body looks like those average crows you see. that poor thing was trapped b/w the narrow ledge of the balconey flapping its wings in vain trying to fly away, banging its head agst the window till it became giddy lols thru its trauma my dad took the opportunity to snap its pics ahahah!!
there ends the interesting tidbit of the day. now back to mugging!! ):
03:31 p.m. Tuesday, September 27, 2005
WTH
was surfing thru google to get something for GP when i came across this in the education minister's speech.
FREAKING SHIT 2006 J1S ARE FREAKING LUCKY.
06:10 p.m. Tuesday, September 27, 2005
ms tang is a really nice tr!! haha was off in d morning woken aburptly by my parents to hurry to sch for a session with ms teng on MATH. (BLARGH) she wasnt there thn ms tang talked to me. haha! talked about promos and stuff and encouraged me on promos haha! well motivated me to do maths properly for a few horus wo fidgeting again! wheeeees! she's really nice tr!
okays thn math finally can make a slight sense to it HOWEVER my only fear is that i blank out or that laziness sets in and i refuse to do tedious sums. ARGH bad habit! better change. LOLS
kae everybody JIAYOUS FOR PROMOS! :D
02:38 p.m. Friday, September 23, 2005
finally got to watch SWING GIRLS! fantastic!! tho its a bit unrealistic to produce such excellent tones within a short period of time but still really good to watch! :D made me miss the times in band. with the sec3exco playing eagle bend over and over again just to master that really nice piece that our seniors did it so beautifully. woahhHH great memories! the comaderie and the spirit during s1-2 and mid s3 was the greatest. before prawnie came in. mrs wong!! i miss her conducting man. if not for prawnie and cc i wldnt have quit. i wish there were more of desmond ngs and mrs anne wongs in this earth as band conductors!! they make band so much more lively than just competitively based. miss it so much!! i miss my oboe!!
okay. mug!
02:17 a.m. Thursday, September 22, 2005
not as strong as before. i miss the days where i can mug 6 hours st8 non-stop and understand wad i studying. tdy did that sat like a piece of fat lard and read thru econs CANT TELL A SINGLE SHIT omg!!!! freakkk!!
purchased my GREEN TEA. my best friend and companion in mu mugging times!! w/o it i think i'll b losing my concentration after like 10 min? at least with it can help me sit down for about 1hr plus! yays! finally refilled my stock drinking it now superrr nice!
econs!! youre the bane of my life!! i used to think u were interesting used to think i know you pretty well instead u actually put up a facade for me tricking me in believing you are as easy as you look!!! no way! cannot tell wad you are like now!! goshh im so dead for promos!!
haha!! somehow, studies turn out to be like human beings! gotta analyse and spend time with it to understand it! but even after a long time of analysing it you can still find something amazingly new from it! woahhH! :D
11:58 p.m. Thursday, September 22, 2005
not as strong as before. i miss the days where i can mug 6 hours st8 non-stop and understand wad i studying. tdy did that sat like a piece of fat lard and read thru econs CANT TELL A SINGLE SHIT omg!!!! freakkk!!
purchased my GREEN TEA. my best friend and companion in mu mugging times!! w/o it i think i'll b losing my concentration after like 10 min? at least with it can help me sit down for about 1hr plus! yays! finally refilled my stock drinking it now superrr nice!
econs!! youre the bane of my life!! i used to think u were interesting used to think i know you pretty well instead u actually put up a facade for me tricking me in believing you are as easy as you look!!! no way! cannot tell wad you are like now!! goshh im so dead for promos!! Wednesday, September 21, 2005
feel like putting this up do keep those texasn in ur prayers hope that when hurricane rita hit land it wont be hit as bad as hurricane katrina. its really bad as the storm as forecasted is a class 5 hurricane. qte horrible. :S it's estimated that arnd 5 million texans will b affected. omg. imagine if that hurricane lands in singapore the whole population will b wiped out!!! goodness.
04:22 p.m. Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Female Hamlet; "To be, or not to be?"
thinks to the basketball.
bottleddup `bottleddup `bottleddup `bottleddup `
and p/s gonna change this friggin layout after promos so sick of it already haha!bottleddup `bottleddup `bottleddup `bottleddup `bottleddup `
and the basketball replied:
haha! :D hoe and zying damn funny la!! haha saved me from the humdrums of TRYING to study at home today and managed to do sth! both of them are uber crazy man!! :D
and i have a whole new load of WISHLIST!!
saw the bleach plushie at action city. IM SO GONNA BUY IT. HAHA. so cute!! hug it to sleep every night. (: and deception point by dan brown! and blink! book by some reporter who wrote this book supposedly to analyse how ppl make decisions. hahah!! seems qte interesting. then....i have that cleo $11 card!! yay!! my mama wanna buy me shoes after promos! yays. eyeing a pair of gold slippers the last time i went out with bo and wen. heehee
okay nvm. CIAOS. promos incoming!
08:56 p.m.bottleddup `
Sunday, September 18, 2005
sat straits times talked about humour in singapore!! really apt accurate and indepth a must read haha!! im looking forward to all the straits times sat section nowadays it has so much nice hip and happenin articles woohoo!!! :D im turning into a geek i dont care!! and times and newsweek too!! just found out tt my sis subscried to newsweek w/o me knowing about it lar!!! for the whole year already so stupid right so just asked her to ring it home every week for me! whee!! can save money.
GOT ANOTHER HARRY POTTER TRAILER WOOHOO!! IM DAMN EXCITED!
greater news is that im more disciplined nowadays to mug!! tho not as hard as i expected but at least its better than before qte proud of myself!! okay after this entry gotta read more case studies!! urgh.
too much caffine in my body its breaking down w/o it everyday.
excessive obsession humidity of the weather low birth rate case studies demand and supply market structure vectors
this equates to one whole load of shit lot.
tmr's pride! yays. (:
comp's broke down AGAIN. using my dad's laptop to read case studies cant print it out. my eyes blurry and headaches on the way now. damn. cant stare into the comp for too long. suddenly feel like playing piano oboe and guitar altogether now. :S
and TMR'S my stpid bro's BIRTHDAY!! hahah!!! later celebrating his bday stupid he wants to eat pizza!!! ahah!! anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!! :D dont get me wrong i love my bro very much altho he's very irritating and rebellious and is very much a more of a talker than me always chat on the phone and play maple story!! ahhaha!! :D:D
cant wait till promo over!! there's this COPORATE TRIATHLON going on 22 oct thinking of joining.....AS A VOLUNTEER!! hahah!! suddenly miss YUZHEN alot!! my partner as road marshal on the OSIM TRIATHLON!! and got REALLY tanned after that stint! who wants to join me??? oh ya!! I REALLY WANNA GO WATCH STOMP!!! ANYBODY? plus!! smuggle me in to watch BE WITH ME PLEASE!?!? i missed ROYSTON TAN'S 15 B/C IM UNDERAGED AND IM UNDERAGED AGAIN FOR THIS MOVIEE!!! so upsetting.
11:32 a.m.bottleddup `
Friday, September 16, 2005
EDIT:
HARRY POTTER GOT NEW TRAILER DAMN NICE OMG IM BRIMMING WITH EXCITED AND ANTICIPATION FOR THE MOVIE TO COME OUT WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GOING CRAZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO! :D
binging on chocolates late at night now!! i know its not really healthy gonna put back my weight to a 1000 more times but anyway gotta make use of this opportunity to eat!! my parents hardly buy home chocolate and whenever they buy its always in one big family size chunk and it'd b gone the next day w/o me knowing!!!! and eating it too!! so waited for my bro to finish his fill on the bar then its my turn (muahahah) to relish in this really sinful goodie heehee! :D
my bro hit puberty already shit man he's consuming so much food a day the fridge will b full in the morning when i open it to get my bfast, then it'd b empty when i reach home in the aftn. GOODNESS and he finish one ROW of yakult la i was so upset. ): and all the yougurt!!! i rmb i had arnd 4 packs in the fridge then it was ALL GONE. ALL GONE. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH UPSETTING!!!!!!!!!!!!
okays have you realised that there's this fuzzy thing on the tv? ahha!! my sis told me that its cos the sun is gg some evolution and change and it causes the heat of the sun to increase then the wave of heat comes to earth and it's too strong for earth to handle hence it disturbs the magnetic field on earth and increases global warming! oh my!! and the fuzzy thing on the tv screens are the waves of heat from the sun how amazing!! :D
im sucha fat priggggggg. argh!!
11:22 p.m.bottleddup `
Thursday, September 15, 2005
stop ego-ism! its bad for ur health. ahha!
studies!~
err i dno wad to say already but netball/cap'n ball tdy was really fun! ran my worth felt qte contented haha!
tdy's expression-less day! err
so much to do world's spinning outta control
wheeeeeee!
and im lovin' it. (:
09:38 p.m.bottleddup `
Thursday, September 15, 2005
i aint perfect i blow my top i scream and yell i do have my ups and downs but i do hope through it all you will still love me for who i am. (:
kae i jst felt like typing that out think im gg thru another crazeeee day haha when im B-O-R-E-D everybody gets it from me! teehee! but i managed to study qte effectively the past few days when i get home from all distractions i push myself to mug for d 2 tests tdy!! heehee but tdy i just lost it! supposed to compile sth bits and pieces of sth online instd i slacked 3 hours away now im beginning to panic! sheesh.
last trng tdy! most improved timing WOOHOO damn happy with myself! :D i think its cos of the mental trng im gg thru to force myself to study disciplined me to run better? hahah!
okay this is absolute rubbish. got more great songs on my mp3 playing right now qte happy listening! hee. tmr's thurs, meaning my tv day of the week! :D
12:07 a.m.bottleddup `
Sunday, September 11, 2005
this has been bugging me for the week since katrina and nabi swept across us and japan and now nabi is heading twd korea. plus the recent case of dengue outbreak and that latest woman being chopped up to pieces yet again. ppl are just dying everywhere.
thn i realised how much news of death i recieved this yr.
hew's. nabi. katrina. dengue. that china girl. that lil huang na. plus mal's down w dengue, and thats the 8th case of case ive heard of which this stupid illness struck ppl i know. luckily they survived cos it was mild.
and here i am worrying about promos, about my bball skills, abt being able to promote. about not knowing wad the heck is functions and curve sketching. not being able to rmb every single dang thing on geog. and whether or not i can get to the next level on theme hospital. on whether the ps2 will b working again for me to play kingdom hearts again.
hm. i dno this just bothers me. and it bothered me for the entire week. funnily after i came home after meeting up with yi2, my dad asked me if i saw this bag at orchard road. then i checked d time they found it it was err, when i was still singing my hearts out at kbox? hahah. funny. and the murder took place near my house too. sunglade condo. goodness.
11:05 p.m.bottleddup `
Saturday, September 10, 2005
met up with bo and wen ytd!! stupid girls made me wait for them for 1/2 hr standig alone and desoluted and miserable at the mrt staion la. then went to kbox sang till out voices went hoarse haha loads of jj lin faye wong JAY CHOU dai pei ni etc and jolin tsai songs! woahahaha :D after that headed to orchad lib to study but as usual i cldnt conentrate outside!!! wasted a perfectly good day to mug really hard but its worth it, spending time with them and being able for the first time in 73456123571345 years tt im rk enough to treat them gelate! :D yays borrowed some bball books at the lib i cldnt help it it is just too enticing to learn more hohoho! Thursday, September 8, 2005
OMG. emiko is featured for New Face on the New Paper!!!! Got a shock. wanted to look up some research done and report on th newspaper on the online archive, saw this link 'she plays ball' got curious and checked it out and EMIKO'S FACE POPPED OUT. she looks damn different la i think she looks pretty much better in real life w/o make up with out those clothes that look a bit too mature well thats my own opinion but the backdrop is really nice and vintaged` i like it. GO EMIKO GO! i'll support ya for new face! :D if you are curious check out the link here. :D
and there is another interesting article (link) whether single sex sch or co-ed students fare better, and studies show that single sex sch students fare much much better w/o distraction w/o stress w/o hormones rising and such (other than the L and B world) thats about it. and being through st nicks i can totally vouch for that statement.
realised i cldnt study in sch anymore just too many ppl making so much noise and the aircon in the library is making too much noise too! then my mind start wandering so i gave up and went home to studied which is more effective! :D but im so sorry chee jas jaren ps all of ya! kae im supposed to be asleep now but my mind is just too active and refuses to shut down! ): hais.
12:55 a.m. Tuesday, September 6, 2005
please stop. i can take it anymore. ): its driving me crazy thinking about wad happen wad might b the cause and wad i have done wrong maybe i shldnt give in maybe i shld jst let it pass cos it aint worth it, like wad me and some friends talked about it ytd maybe, maybe. ): please? im really sorry
i need to improve my fitness shit man shld stop eating la then lose weight so that my legs can carry a lighter me up the slope and run faster and stuff and react faster im d lousier in the team sometimes i think i shld just give up my hopes and dreams being a btter player since my fitness level is just stagnant. i dno it just went down right after i injured myself like sudden drop from the cliff well maybe not a cliff but a small hill? or a krast from geog. argh shit man i feel damn awful.
06:31 p.m. Monday, September 5, 2005
i only need u guys and thats all i will never ever need anybody else to survive in this complicated jungle full of predators. I LOVE YA. seriously. honestly. from the bottom of my heart. ((:
you know who you are. (:
08:32 p.m. Sunday, September 4, 2005
so many things happen in this 2 days!
met up w chestine! suelynn! seefei! yijin! jialing! ate mache talked crap and no scandals from me, seefei! ahha! chestine i want grp pic! haha everyone's about the same yijin sitll partying hard as ever and looking as hot as ever in her tiny white dress and really fantastic boots! leeseefee as skinny as ever chestine still eating loads of fats and suelynn d shopaholic!!
after tt overnight stay at changi b/c refugees at burger king t2 study the night out with mitzy mal amanda yijun charm and zj! charm replayed her farting incidents with inge omg inge how can she stand charmm?? laughed our way thru the night and studied too! not so bad. had subwayy!! ran to take skytrain back to t1 to get cos skytrain stopping soon then ran back with the goodies yum!!! :D i love subway took many funny pics MITZY HURRY POST THEM UP! at 5 plus went to t1 to watch d sunrise but cldnt due to cloud cover damnn! ):
after tt head off to changi there for yellow ribbom walkathon! zj posing as postman very rare for him to b willing to pose! walk thru 4 k got some goodie bag and off we go went home and slept so damn tired missed campus!
kae here for pic galore! :D
me mal amanda gracia discovered out hidden talents to draw really cute n sexy lingerie during one really boring tutorial and planning to open the next victoria secret shop! ahha!
ice cream dayy w mal gracia amanda mitzy!
09:31 a.m.
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miss being back in an all girls sch whereby i dont need to worry about how i look everyday to please, i dont need another sort of vindictive side of the story from the masculine side, i dont need so much more stuff i found in co-ed i miss st nicks atmosphere so bloodified much. i wanna be back there, st nicks! wish i cld just turn back time and return back to the days of innocence and i speak of d truth ahah it sounds stupid but i swear i never had so much prob before (not intentionally saying that i have a lot of problems cos it aint a lot just the normal few but just a significant increase over the years). st nicks! i can still rmb the 5 chen yu all of us have to memorise. (:bottleddup `bottleddup `bottleddup `
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